Again HIM!!!

Today AGAIN thinking of you... I think i'm gonna crazy soon because of you!!! What the hell makes me damn much miss you...
HandsOme?
CaRinG?
Or Others??
I also blur about it... @.@
When i start miss you,my heart will start pain til I cant breathe... This was the first time I felt my heart super pain... Can you feel my heart is calling you??
When i'm alone, i always shout out and the echoes always back to me...This means that you cant listen to me when i'm alone or sad... I knew I had done something wrong to you,and maybe forever you won't forgive me...

But, I just hope myself really don't think of you anymore*(if can) so that I won't hurt by you anymore and I can live happily...

At last,I really wanna know do you ever love me before?? This is the question that I not dare to ask you...Maybe you will answer me not sure...But,my answer is I really love you!!! *(shouting from far~~) Can you hear my answer??

讨厌17 Sept 2010!!!

最近的我做错了一件事...那件事就别再提了........刚巧也认识了一个男生他是Mr.L...虽然是刚认识的,但是跟他聊得蛮开心...而且他也对我真的很好!!!那种开心的味道又回来了....我已经很久没尝试过这种味道了...那时的我真的对他也有好感了...难道我真的喜欢上他了???但是我告诉自己是不能爱上他的...我已经控制自己不要想你那么多....但是对不起,我........我真的办不到!!!我不能控制自己去忘了你...

L......你教我怎样才可以忘了你...自从那件事,你开始避开我....不理我.....而我的心越来越痛....虽然我知道你的心会比我一千倍的痛或者更多....但是因为我太在乎你,太喜欢你才瞒着你.....讲了出来怕你会承受不到....原来想念一个人是那么痛苦难过.......我的心真的很痛,痛到我难以形容.......今天你突然跟我说你已经原谅我......但是毕竟大家的心都有了一条刺,有了一个距离....你希望时间可以谈忘一切所发生的事情....你都讲到酱了.....我还能说什么呢???我说你放心,我再也不会打扰你了.....最后一句我跟你说了对不起!!!

你再也没复我了....虽然你没说出口,可是我都知道你的答案了.......你跟我说过你最讨厌就是给人骗了....而我又偏了你.....也不能怪你那么讨厌我.....最后想跟你说,我真的喜欢上你了.....而且越来觉得你对我真的很重要....不想失去你.....这句话使我内心话,绝对没骗你的!!!
开始的时侯,我应该就知道,总会有终结的一天....但是没想过会那么快而已....为了你我真的哭了....说了也没用,你永远都不会知道....或许你根本都不相信我......那就算吧....................你应该不会再想我了........


*p/s [简简单单的说爱是不爱,想要把你忘记真的好难.......思念的痛在我心里纠缠......朝朝暮暮的期盼......永远没有答案......]

My CuTe HaMsTeR~DALE~

ONE YEAR AGO~~
昨天是我们家的hamster去世一年了,就是九月七号二零零九年...它的名字是DALE...很想知道为什么叫那个名字叻??本来养一对的,还有一个叫CHIP的...合起来就是CHIP N DALE了...Haha...
但是CHIP一直的起伏DALE...所以就要卖了CHIP回去...就这样我们养了DALE两年了...有开心的,也有伤心的一面...开心的就是它真的很可爱...又很聪明...所以我们家最疼它了...本来的我是最怕它的...后来因为DALE实在太可爱了,所以我就慢慢的跟它玩...当我跟他讲话的时候,它会一直看着你然后好像要跟你讲话...还记得它吃饱就睡然后我就会弄它不让它睡的...现在想起就很内疚了...

可是,每次放学回来就会跟它玩一下才去做别的东西...看到它开心自己也很开心了...^^
每次我们吃东西的时候,虽然它在睡觉,它也会知道就看着我们要我们给它吃...它最爱吃就是西瓜...每次吃完才回去睡觉的...现在吃西瓜就会想到它了~~想到它就会不自不觉的笑了出来...

有一天,它突然生病了...我们就很担心它...东西又不吃,连它最爱的西瓜也不吃...一天比一天的瘦...然后也有卖药给它...过了一段时间,它就好了很多...也吃会东西了...所以大家都觉得它已经康复了...那是真的吓死我了............@.@ 后来它突然又变瘦了也不吃东西就知道它又来了...这次吃药都不行了...就一直的睡......早上睡到晚上......

终于有一天,当我起床的时候,我妈跟我说,"Dale不能了...他都好像不能呼吸了"...我也看它最后一面然后我爸就带它走了....带它去了一个很远的地方给它长睡了....最后很想跟它说,我会永远记得你因为你带了很多欢乐给我们...谢谢你...Ah Dale!!!

HoLiDaY HoLiDaY HoLiDaY......

Today is my 3rd day of holiday...Cant feel that now is holiday actually...zzzzzZ... To me,holiday is quite boring 4 me coz from morning i wil watch tv,eat,on9 til midnite...And will continue doing da same things 4 da following days............. tats wat i did during holidays... Izzit boring??? Haha...
But, this holiday i'll need do lots of homework especially MATHS!! Gonna crazy when too much numbers appear in my eyes... @.@